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Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 10:36 AM

A big thanks,
to Izyan, Ryna and Eisa fr being there fr me when i need
someone to talked to.

Oh i realised something,
the person who promised to be there fr me and be there
whenever i need them is not there. And the person who
didnt promise anything is always there for me to hear all
those bullshit that i've been dying to tell. How amazing.

Yeah, i told Ryna its not a big deal.
And she said It is a big deal. She wanted to help, but i dnt
allow her to do so, cause i know its hopeless. And yeahhh.
Ryna had been sucha great bestfriend since sec 1 uhh. :)

Gosh i suddenly feel so guitly,
I know its all my fault, AGAIN! i should have not told you,
what i've seen. And you should have not told her all those
shit. Since, she's her close friend kan? Anywy, since when
im heart broken? haha. i guess, its just a misuderstanding.
Don't have to say sorry, cause its not your fault. You have
the right to say whatever you want cause its your blog uhh.
Seriously, this is just a misunderstanding yeah? :)

Okay, i made a huge mistake TODAY!
Which i really don't know why i did that in the first place. I
know, i shouldnt have did that. i know, i know, i know! Gawd.
But why i still do it? AHHHH.

And yeaaah,
I shouldnt told X my secret or problem or whatver shit behind
Z's back when Z is there with us. i know, that ive alrdy made
Z feel left out. Hais. Im sorry, Z. Its not as if i don't trust you,
or i don't want to tell you. i dont know how to explain this. But,
im sorry okay? I tell you everything one day. I promised.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh fcuk,
i dont know why. but this matter kinda hurt alot of people uhhh.
its not as if, i refuse to tell you all what actually happend. I just
don't know how to say or explain the right situation now. Shesh.
Maybe, things will be better if i keep it to myself. And only the 3
of them knew what happend from the start, i mean the 3 of them
understand everything w/out having me to tell. Oh god, urgh.

Im really greatfool,
to have friends who really knows wther im faking something and
know wther im upset or something. And will always find a way to
cheer me up. Anywy, thanks guys, you guys are the best yeahh.
you've got my back, and it feel so good to have you guys around.
Again, special thanks to MIBS cos he had to bear with all of my
nonsence when im afraid just now. Gosh, i knew havin you around
will make me feel better. i know and im hundred percent sure that
you will feel flattered when you read this uh! Hah. And yeah, the
rest too. thanks alot! ilygsm.



IM INDIFFERENT, LET ME GO.
GONNA DANCE AND THINK OF HIM NO MORE.