missing you(:
*giggles*
Yesterday night was awesome,
actually, the three of us were suppose to confrence. But due to some problem.
i end up talking on the phone with dearest Farain instead. Told her everything
from A-Z. And yeah, it was a super duper long and nice chat. Talked about the
S(s), A(s), N(s) and also R(s). hahh! Figure it out, yeah? sungguh complicated.
Farain said something to me, which made me laugh my ass off you know. hahh.
and the future thing ah? hah. *kau pon samer!* Alright, enough about that! (:
And and, there's a huge big mess!
Its time for us to straighten up these feelings. You know, that love and like are
completely two different kind of meaning. And, also crush or infatuation
ahhhh. So dear girl, please straighten up your feelings. Cause, this doesnt
affect only two or three person. It'll affect alot of people. And yeah, alot of
people is goin to be hurt because of this matter. And idk whaddehell am i doing
in this picture. But what i know is, things is getting vry vry complicated. HAIS.
I remembered, i said this to Ameen.
" i want to be the happiest khuza on earth. " Cos he asked me what i want for
my birthday. And i told Eisa " I want *missing text* wrapped in *missing text*
with green *missing text* " Idkw, i've been giving ppl alot of nonsensical ans
when they asked what i want fr my birthday. And, i know what i want all this
while. But, nehh. Wishing for it was like reaching out for the stars. Serious ah!
And i think, i wont be getting a new handphone this year. Cause of Brother's
machine thingy which cause 1k? Ah, stupid. that thing doesnt look or worth 1k,
serious ah! Uh nvm, i rather lose a handphone than losing my brother? ( ohhh,
okay. this one dah so the mcmpaham.com!) At least, im not that evil. BAHHH.
Seriously, i dont wish to celebrate my birthday.
Its like alot of people is missing from my life. Now, it sucked to be in not- talking
terms with someone whom you regard as a SISTER?! who grew up with you,
used to share everything with you, always be there fr you, knows you in and
out and understand you alot? Idk, why are we not in talking terms? I seriously
hate us to be in this situation. Its like, Ahhhh! I just wish that, everything will
be fine. and i want you, to be with me during my birthday! and shared the joy
with me. And, brother is not around during my birthday this year. And also
some other people. Ohh, what a luck aye? Ah, enough about this stupid bdae
stuff. It makes me feel old (getting old? *FARAIN?) laughs. *SIGHS*
Make me the happiest khuza please? *Ah, mcm paham.com!*